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Life doesn't end where heartache begins

2007-09-10T11:53:39+02:00

Life simply doesn't end where heartache begins..sometimes life just slaps you with trials.sometimes you wanna give up, sometimes you just choose to continue...my life's a journey, a roller coaster ride, the hour glass that continues to keep time for me to enjoy what lies ahead..i'm keeping what i have if only for the Love of it...I maybe a prisoner of my own thoughts my own actions but i don't limit my understanding of others...I listen to reasons even if reason keeps me away from the truth...I love Love passionately...I choose to believe that even if love continues to hurt its still the reason why we are happy..why we find ourselves smiling....

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dady

2007-09-10T11:52:01+02:00

Father and Daughter

If you leap awake
In the mirror of a bad dream
And for a fraction of a second
You can't remember where you are
Just open your window
And follow your memory upstream
To the meadow in the mountain
Where we counted every falling star

I believe the light that shines on you
Will shine on you forever
And though I can't guarantee
There's nothing scary hiding under your bed
I’m gonna stand guard
Like a postcard of a Golden Retriever
And never leave till I leave you
With a sweet dream in your head

I'm gonna watch you shine
Gonna watch you grow
Gonna paint a sign
So you'll always know
As long as one and one is two
There could never be a father
Who loved his daughter more than I love you

Trust your intuition
It's just like going fishing
You cast your line
And hope you'll get a bite
But you don't need to waste your time
Worrying about the market place
Try to help the human race
Struggling to survive its harshest night

I'm gonna watch you shine
Gonna watch you grow
Gonna paint a sign
So you'll always know
As long as one and one is two
There could never be a father
Who loved his daughter more than I love you

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Father Thoughts…

2007-09-10T11:51:13+02:00

Fathers Thoughts…
Of course I was as proud as a soon to be young father could be. Instantly I fell in love with my wife all over again. Just as quickly I felt an even stronger bond with God, thanking him for this blessing. But let's not get away from this fear thing before we move on. Whether it's a normal reaction or not, I was eaten up with it. Flashes of do's and don'ts started racing through my mind, simultaneously with the above mentioned questions.
Suddenly one statement kept replaying itself over and over in my head. I had heard this spoken by real people in real life, plus on countless movies and television shows, "I turned around and they were grown ".
Was it possible, I wondered? Could the minutes, days, weeks and years take off at such a blur that one-day I would turn around and my son or daughter would be an adult? I made up my mind that I would not let this happen.
No, I don't mean trying to keep him or her from growing up, but instead letting the years pass me by without telling my child how I feel about them and what I believe is important to take with them in life. Right then, at that moment I made the decision that whether I was to be a good father or a terrible father, I would at least make it clear to my child that I love him or her enough for two people.
Now are these thoughts, worries, concerns and fears, normal? I haven't the slightest idea, only that it hit me all at once and if its not then it wouldn't be the first time in my life I had been accused of being different from the norm.
I came to the conclusion, that one way to avoid missing time with my child by getting caught up in work or the daily routines was to write myself a set of cliff notes or cheat sheets for the things I want to make sure my child knows and learns. Hence, in the following pages I have done just that. Nothing elaborate or scientifically proven, just a list of things I want to make sure that over the next few years, my child knows to be true.
Is it just for my child that I write these things? No. As I said, these are little reminders for me to look back on at different times over the next few years and make sure I have expressed. Is this a normal reaction by a normal soon to be father? Probably not but then I've never been considered normal and can blame that on being left-handed, but that's a whole other story.

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true you!!!

2007-08-25T04:45:40+02:00

When we have good friend it can be the most wonderful experience in the world. Someone you care for, cherish and respect. Someone that you can depend on through thick and thin, rain or shine for almost anything at any time. Yes this is a good friend. Sometimes a lifetime can go by and neither friend has confided in the other how they feel about their relationship. Friend are not usually relatives and not usually romantically involved; they are just good friend.Good friend have a lot in common. They speak the truth to one another, hurtful or not. They continually share, always thinking of the other when they should be thinking of themselves. True friend get past the personality quirks, the bad attitudes and sometimes the unknowingly inconsiderate behaviours. True friend seldom see the bad in their friend and when they do they forgive and forget. After all, your my one and only true friend.

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bad trip!!!

2007-08-24T11:42:09+02:00

We were talking about promises when we were spending time together. Asked what she could promise me.She didn’t dare to promise much, because she knows how serious they are. But then, she said, “I promise to be your bestfriend (forever).”

I was touched beyond words really. Although I was expecting mushy things like, I promise to love you forever and stuff like that, often times his spot-on and unexpected answers often touch me.her answers are always unromantic, but honest enough to touch me. And I love her so much for that. =)

There is something about our recent closeness and intimacy that makes me happy. How I just text her during noon and tell her, “BEST.. I wanna be with you again,missing you so bad ”. How, she’d call me when she received the text, when her classes are done, checking on how I am.She called me, but I cant answer the fone . =)

“I’m here with you, even though I don’t live very far away,” she said last night before he went to bed,

After waking from my nigth, I text her immediately and said, “GOOD MORNING I just got up early because of missin you.. My day will not complete without your text
To which she replied, “Same here..Tired from early morning she always told me to take cre and she’s always been there for me

I really am overwhelmed with love and affections for her. I’m so glad we’ve gotten so much closer It’s been sweet as we’re friendship-focussed now and how we absolutely enjoy each other’s friendship and can be ourselves totally.

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